Week 16 - My lucky number

Hey family,

We're back after a week out. I'd love to give you a summary of my life right now based on the individual aspects:

Academic Life

Maybe 2-3 days off if finishing my revision plan. Then, I've got about 5 weeks to bash out as many exam questions as humanly possible before my first exam on the 23rd of May - Physics 1

Got rejected from every application I put in. My brother's company have put me on a reserve list, but the idea of working there was never a 'f*ck yeah' so its a no for me.

Family Life

On a lovely holiday break near Padova right now. I've been doing a mix of revision, swimming in thermal water and eating fancy meals on the hotel. I'd never brad about the money we have to others, especially since its 99 percent from dads life insurance. But still... I like to talk about it here since it allows me to feel more grounded and appreciative rather than dismissing it to keep others happy.

Entrepreneurial Life

Now up to 4 clients! A fifth is possibly on the way. I should be grateful, but part of me feel like I don't deserve them or cannot keep them happy along with working towards my exams. I know that all it takes is a drive, a quick hello and a trimmed lawn but still I've procrastinated to the point that I'm worried people are losing trust in me... I can do it, I just have to keep it to manageable amounts - such as in the mornings on Saturdays.

I've been reading my book. I'm now aware of how important proactiveness is, as well as planning around my roles and goals and understanding my priorities. I will trial planning my time in weeks, not days or hours. I just feel like my life is very unpredictable so we'll see how it goes.

Relationship Life

This girl reintroduced herself into my life. I feel like when I get feelings, I'm quite distracted and obsessive. I NEED their approval. It's called being relationship-centred, I think. I know that she's burned me in the past, and so I'm keeping my distance. But as long as her name is on my phone, she's taking up brain space. Worst of all, she talks to like a hundred guys an the same time... I know I'm better than this, but her attention on me just feels nice.

Anyway, to health and good rest.

Thanks, T